September 2010
17 posts
Ouch
So.. its actually no secret that I was still, indeed, in love with my ex… to only find out he was “done”… how cruel.
To know that.. its kind of heartwrenching, fuck that, my heart just exploded.. and not in a good way. I wanted him, flaws and all.. mistakes or regrets.. because there’s no other feelings than love I have ever felt towards him.. and that’s what I...
Done..
NO MAS!
….unless its something that can maintain my attention.
<3
DAY 10!
I am afraid to die… yes I know, the INEVITABLE NO ONE ESCAPES!
but here’s my reason..
With all the potential that I have wasted due to certain circumstances, the people I love and being without them is something ineffable, the things that have yet to be accomplished and discovered… all cease to exists. Granted once your dead there’s nothing to do but rot in the ground but...
Day 9
Day 8
Sense of humor
Smarts
Eyes
Day 7
Pretentious attitudes
Lying
Mundane personalities
Reticent or “tight-lipped” people
Day 6
My Dad R.I.P.
My Mom
Jeremy (my lil bro)
Stephanie
He who will not be named
in that EXACT order.
OK
so you’re gonna see a few days back to back, I just want to get this shit done.
can’t fucking remember to do it…
or cared to finish it..
but I hate leaving things undone.
Finally.. Day 5
This was harder for me to do considering I barely regret anything I do or say, so I’ve decided to list things I regret in general.
Not being more understanding towards you. I’ve definitely gained patience and the ability (or at least I try yo lol) to be more open to other perspectives.
Taking so long to get my shit together. If I would have never procrastinated on things, who knows...
Day 5 postponed
Chillin with leo and co. Playin games and music galore. I’m loving it.
